Alignment

Ok cool. Went to the mall for chocolate today. Gah. Seriously. At least I can check 'get calender' off of my "Righ Quick" list of things to do. I'm usually never here on Fridays. I guess it's my choice right now, but a little uneasy.

Ouch. Woke up to a good feeling, though. People telling me to go for it. In response to my quoting that "film maker who doesn't have a film" thing. I will. I'm still anxious about that house, though. No one knows, basically. I have a soul.

Looks like I'm not the only one who stayed in, today. So, I'm good. Embarrassed to hell and back, honestly. In that case, I need to start on phase one.

Garbage.

Hint

I am just now realizing that today was supposed to be a bad day. Oops. Well, it started off pretty action-packed though. Yeah I see it, know. Ha, the prototypical 'bad' things happened today, and I just kind of ignored them. Not really 'bad' things, but tiny yet negative enough to just accept its existence without it hitting any soft spots things. My throat feels constrictive right now. I'm supposed to eat bad tomorrow, though. Not my fault.

I guess today didn't have the same thing as yesterday. It's wednesday, too. Wait. Ha, it's wednesday. One of those weeks where a certain person starts appearing all over again. Plus since today was planned to be a 'bad' day, then some things might have been domino-effected into the weekend. I'm prepared, though. I'm just ready to get the hell out. So, if I'm doing this daily routine I need to keep my parascope goin' or sendzone.

Kind of the edge of a cliff type of thing. Oh yeah, I was supposed to look up some things. Maybe that will be my productivity for today. Gah I sound like a class of 2011er. Even if the specifics are renegade.

Paces Ferry.

Lol He Has A Cold

I would figure I didn't get much sleep last night. I must have. I was freezing.

The night ended with three party plans down the drain. I was waiting for the weekend to end, so I just dealt with the usual 'party hunt' crap so I could finally recuperate for this year. I probably won't but I probably really have to. I'll do it. Hey, where's my facade righ quick? Dodge them droll languages.

Oh yeah, I mean, that whole passive aggressive stuff arose again. It's gross. Then, no more slumber parties allowed basically. So, I'm outside in the car because it's 2:30. Not ditched or neglected or whatever, just making use. Except, I have no recollection of how this anti-theft stuff works which means I hesitate to get outside when nature calls.

I may have dosed off for a second, but after that I was shivering to no end. I had to do whatever it took to escape to the store. Kroger. It's open 24 hours. I made it look like I was there on purpose, for a second. Of course I walked straight to that ol' bathroom. The usual stall wasn't clean, though. Kind of basically.. possibly fell asleep on the other toilet seat a few times. I wasn't using it, though.

Then I stalled for more time, loitering of course, and eventually left. "You checking out?" or whatever the one lady said, obviously suspicious. I had to go back and try it again until the sun came up. Somehow, it did. Left the car once again and went back to the store, with money I found in the car. I went to the bathroom, and bought two Reese's eggs so I would look like I had a purpose. I sat in the Chic Fil A part for a couple of hours. Went back to Nick's at noon.

After that, I was actually kinda bright-eyed and bushy-heywhatsup. I got picked up by my sister and she took me back to mom's. She stayed around for a bit when we decided to go to that Wuxtry record shop in Atlanta, basically. I bought a cd from the 'local' section. Only because it was something that basically stood aside the entire time I was in high school. I mean. Can't, though.

It was a close one.